Brickhouse Couture

So there is this new fashion line that I might possibly be designing for. This seems and I hope it becomes a great for me to grow as a designer . I never have done anything like this before but its something I most def wants to do and exprience . The line is fresh and budding not  est . as such as  a gucci or prada but even those top names started from the ground up. All I think it needs is a good team and more public expsure and of course my genius lol . I am really excited to start this new venture. I know with hard work it will be great . I'm goin g to keep you guys posted and if you're always feel free to contact me .
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Eve - Love is Blind

Take Better !

Wow I haven't written in soo long . Its been like months and months . There has been so much going on . Well the semester is finally over and I think I passed pattern drafting with flying colors hopefully . I wasn't playing around this time .As far as my other classes . I think I did ok i guess Ill see when I see.

Omg things with babycakes have been so bad lately . These last 4 months have just been the worst ever . Our relationship is so bad indescribable .  All the things I was afraid of happening with us has happen . Everything when I say everything I mean everything . Nothing is good , I cant think of anything good to say about our relationship . I just feel so stupid for being in it period. He hurts me so much just on a daily basic . I wanna let go but he doesn't want me to . its like he doesn't want me but he doesn't want me to have anyone else . its just so selfish and evil . Its so sad because i feel like I'm neglecting everyone for him like including myself . Most times I feel like i love him more than myself. It honestly shouldn't be that way .  I shouldn't have to feel to vulnerable & sad all the time .  I finally let him go but it didn't last long now i think I'm back to square one again ugh . It was sad week and a half but at least it was peaceful . Now i have to deal with the bullshit again. I deserve so much better . I keep saying to him and even myself I don't deserve this . I don't need this . But i gotta be about it haha . I think I need time to myself without any man even though i have this loser guy I hardly like taking up some of my time . I have to try my hardest to be done with Babycakes . Its just so hard when I try I miss him so much . Then I do some crazy thing acting out to get his attention.I need to get it together .

I'm the next nicki minaj

Eboni is winning , who are you kiddin
Bitches wanna be on my level , keep wishin
Catch me in the range & yes I'm just sitting
Sitting so pretty , the rims are really spinnin
I get money , you are just spittin


You bitches are gonna make me kill yall
I can be touchin still dont feel yall
So far fetch behind me but I'm still far
Its like we rob galaxies because we are still stars
You are just a one hit wonder
The girl you think is "g"ed up
Yes I son her , like the track field yes I run her
where i put my deorant
yes she is under
& everyone is tight like my jeans
cause I'm hot like summer

Balance is coming

So I knew everything would work itself out . So I have three classes & hopefully I will be getting my pattern drafting two again so everything is right on track . I just have to be really focus and make sure it get good grades . I would love to gedt all a's . The only thing I really need to do is get a job. There is no way I can go a whole year again without and jopb . I need to get some independences . i wanna be able to shop and do more of what i want . Everythin seems to be going okay with babycakes . We have been having a lil disagreements here and there but thats normal. I just hate how sometimes he doesnt care about my feelings like he just says things without thinkin how will take it . Babycakes doesnt understand the different between honesty and being rude to me  thats one thing he is trying to work on because its really annoying .

Turning the frown upside down !!

I'm just so furious like it looks like I will be going through another semseter of hell . I'm tryna to stay postive because if I dont I honestly will go crazy or have a bitch fit . Neither one of these is a suitable option. I have to just look at it as if nothin in life is easy and this isnt the end of my journey just a stumbling block . I'm sure tons of great designer gotta bad grades or even fired from jobs look at marc jacobs fired from perry ellis . Now look at him he is way bigger and prob making more more that them. I have to just focus this loss into greatness which I know I can do !

Nothing is ever balnced

So I get things right with babycakes are relationship is back to normal we love each other blah blah blah. Now omg I realized what are you gonna do about school !? Its like I cant focus on more than one thing at at time which is really bad. So last semseter was real hard for and I got a terrible grade smh . I honestly dont think I derserved that grade but still in all I got it . So I kinda let that discourage me from making my schedule and also I was a little confused about which class I was able to take . Now class start on friday and I'm still concerned . I hate having to deal with issues I always get emtional and cry . But I hate crying it makes me look weak and I hate lookin weak .. smh I guess I gotta suck it up and be a big girl about this & get this stuff resloved get classes bc I have to go to school .