Thanksgiving , Just dance !! Football -__- & shopping !!

I was soo happy to finally have a semi break from school. Mainly just super hype that I wouldnt have to go to my least favorite classess comp graphics and pattern drafting . Those two classes drive me crazy !! I'm seriously thinking about takin a x or withdrawing from comp bc I really think I'm gonna fail so i might as well drop it so it doesnt lower my gpa.

But enough about class let me tell you about my fun weekend ! So on weds I didnt have class so I went over to my grannys house and helped her cook thanksgiving dinner . But hello I'm a diva so I'm not much of a cook so basically all i did was chop up so vegetables, smash some potatoes  and ice a few cakes . Lol she wasnt about to give me a job where I could have burned something up thats for sure.

So after the afternoon of cooking lol it was church time . Church is very important to me and my family . My dad is a minister so i attend church every week but its not just because I have to I enjoy church and learning about god . God has been really good to me and my family there are so many times when terrible things could have happened but didnt so I know its God and I have to always give him praise for that . So when I got to church my favorite *being sarastics * preacher was supposed to give the mesage . I know its bad not to like a minister but this one is just soo over the top . For one he is like 25 but a complete geek like so lame but he wants to sound cool . But hello you're not so just stop trying its so embrassing . Well I wont lie the main reason I dont like him is one sunday he called out in front of the whole church  like saying god told me to tell you ur beautiful and you dont need a man blah blah .That got me somad he had some random women come hug me ugh just got me so hot . So since that he has really high on my list. But like usally he showed off and tried to tell the church how they should be . I cant stand him.

 After church tho is when the fun started me and my sis were having a just dance party !! You know the wii game just dance well invited a whole bunch off people over it was sooo fun. Just dance was super fun like you just geet crazy.Just dance 2 has the best dances they really good with the songs. We were all up till around 1 just dancing and eating it was a good time . My two besties didnt get to come but shawn did so that was good enough . Shawn is my gay bestie  !

I know I'm saying alot but i gotta go over about 4 days of fun. So now it was finally thanksgiving am so me my sister and her friends all woke and ate a thanks giving feast for breakfast yumm it was soo good ! I swear my mom is the best cook ever like she makes everything taste soo good ! So we ate and chilled then I went back to bed untill .....my sister knocks on my door and asked me if I would go to the thanksgiving game wit her friend . I love her lil friend she move to ny and I dont get to see her much so I did but ugh it was so cold . Omg so im out at this freezinbg game and its raining and snowing .Our team is losing because they suck I was so mad . The only thing that made me hype is when i saw this sexxi guy taron !! Omg he is so hot I want him so bad I swear since 7th grade like idk how but i gotta get him soon.

Ima try to wrap this up because I'm tired of typi and this is gettin soo long but ater the game wass thanksgiving dinner . It was really fun it was nice seeing most of my family ! I wass actually happy that come of the ppl dont come the ones who did I had alot fun with . I cant wait til christmas .

So friday ,sat , sun was too fun or crazy . Ima make this quick lol I hung out with my girl sabriina . I had seen her in a while missed her we had alot fun went to a few store . Later that night chilled wit bestie shawn did the same thing . Sat I pretty much slept all day then got my nails done ima show u guys pics so pretty , then normal bestie time . Sunday was church in the am bestie time at night.


So that pretty much somes up my thanksgiving break. I seriously need a man/boo so I could have spent time with him maybe soon who knows ..Im excited for today gonna see my tw friends who couldnt come to my dance party misssed them so this is gonna be fun ..


OH LOOK AT MY PICS FROM BREAK



THE GAME LOOKS LIKE FUN BUT WASNT !!




THANKSGIVING DINNER



 MY NAILS OOOH SO PRETTY

Do I want the asshole again !?!

So my group project went ok , I think i did pretty bad but jackie really helped out alot . She was really good with the presentation. I was so surpised because she is soo quiet . So I'm going to work with here again it will be better this time since we are working in class I wont really have to worry about contacting her about gettin the work done .  So our next group project is making a collection based off a celeb so we are doing LADY GAGA yay. Im so hype I love her so much but I really wanted nicki minaj but I didnt know how our group would feel about that so lady gaga is the same so yeah . I know its gonna be so crazy exciting !!So here is something good to talk about  well not good kinda annoying and I dont even know I wanna deal with it . So this boy asad my muslin boo aka asshole hit me up , we stopped talkin like two weeks ago after wee had a huge blowout I mean huge . I was going in on him so bad but he was equally being as mean to me . But he texted me today like nothin happen like hello I dont fuckin like you ! But he wants to hang out this weekend like i said i would but im really not feeling it like we are friends we arent really boo loving like there is nothing really to talk about . Im so over the drama with him like I def dont plan on talkin to him on the regular because is such a waste of time . Its at the point I feel like i can t do bad by myself i dont need his jerk ass alwys bringing me down .Yea thatss what im goin to do forget that asshole . He is so stupid and just a loser . Just thinkin about all the shit with him gets me so mad. I really liked him and I dont really like anyone , so to have him be so mean to just really fucked me up. But I got over him & i wanna keep that way bc I dont wanan get caught up with him . I think ima just not play him to close and see what happens .

Not happy

So I'm not that happy right now . I hate group projects like hate them !! So I thought I picked a good parther this quiet nice girl  but I guess not because I cant contact her . Its soo annoying like im blowing this girl phone up so I can finish the assigment with no answer . I feel like I'm going to spaz out foreal . I hope I dont . I know she prob couldnt handle it but she is pushing me . All i gotta say is she better come in tomrrow with the work done or there is gonna be a serious issue because I wanted to add to it but she was MIA. I really cant wait untill this semsmter is over and I can stop dealing with all the bullshit of my classes . I'm not even gonna get into my pattern drafting class I could prob go on forever and forever . I cant forget tomrrow I gotta go make my schedule for next semester . Hopefully it is better than this one it better be . Im sleepy so Ima call it a night

old poems I wrote on the old blog

DEDICATED TO THIS "GUY" I USE TO KNOW

MY LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT YOU IN IT.

I FEEL LIKE A NEW BORN TAKING HER FIRST BREATHE.

HAVING YOU IN IT ONLY CONSUMED ME.

I WAS DROWNING IN YOU.

TRYING TO REACH FOR THE SURFACE.

FIGHTING THROUGH THE ROUGH TIDES THAT KEPT ME IN DEEPER.

REACHING FOR THE LIGHT ABOVE THAT SEEMED SO FAR

.REACHING FOR MY MIRACLE.

WANTING TO CATCH THAT GRASP OF AIR AND FEEL FREE.

TO MY SURPRISE I DID!

NO WATER TO BLUR MY VISION.

NO TIDES TO HOLD ME DOWN.

I CAN BREATHE.

I CAN FINALLY LIVE.

I REACHED A STATE OF PEACE AND TRANQUILTY
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REINCARNATION OCCURED IN MY SOUL

.I AM WOMAN.

I FELL OUT OF LOVE WITH YOU BECAUSE I FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH MYSELF.

AND IT IS THE MOST UNDESCRIBABLE FEELING

 

 

 

 

DIARY

SITTIN HERE IN MY ROOM REMINISIN ABOUT THE PAST

..LOOKIN AT A DIARY FULL OF MEMORIES.

THINGS I USE TO WRITE ..LIL THINGS I KEPT THAT U AINT KNO ABOUT

.ITS SO FUNNY HOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED.

READING ALL THE THOUGHTS I USE TO HAVE ON PIECES OF PAPER.

FUNNY HOW I DISCOVER THAT I DONT FEEL THE SAME ANYMORE.

I DONT FEEL THOSE SAME EMOTIONS ANYMORE.

IT HURTS B/C I REMEBER LOVING TO FEEL THOSE EMOTIONS.

ALL THOSE FEELINGS YOU GAVE ME.

THEY SAY YOU SHOULD NEVA LOOK BACK BUT SOMETIMES THE PRESENT HURTS TO MUCH.

YOU LOOK BACK SOMETIMES B/C MAYBE THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST HAPPIEST TIMES IN YOUR LIFE.

SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO TURN BACK TIME AND JUST LIVE IN THOSE MOMENTS FOREVER.

THOSE PRECIOUS MOMENTS THAT DISAPPEAR SO QUICKLY.

I GUESS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

I NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS TO GROW.

AS MUCH AS I DONT FEEL THOSE EMOTIONS ANYMORE

THE FURTHER APART WE GROW

.YOU ALWAYS MEANT SOMETHING TO ME AND ALWAYS WILL.

YOU MIGHT NOT THINK I CARE.
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BUT THIS DIARY PROVES OTHAWISE.

ITS A LIL REFLECTION OF EVERYTHING I EVA FELT FOR YOU....

The basic info

So hello blog world! I thought it would be real fun to have a blog with the main purpose of just letting my feelings out, also letting everyone in on my wonderful life. I guess I should tell the readers a little about myself before I just get into ever detail of my life. So here I go, you’re in for a ride with this blog so sit back and enjoy .My name is Eboni. I'm definitely very girlie and I enjoy it. I adore shopping to the fullest and I do it very well ha-ha. In my opinion if you don’t like shopping you must be seriously disturbed or really broke ha-ha. It’s crazy when ever I go shopping I get this high. For example when  me  my bestie Krissy went shopping. We both got these cute babies Louie bags. We were both so excited it was like were walking a mile a minute and floating on air. It’s a pure high if you haven’t experienced your really missing out on it ha-ha. That sums up my love of shopping which I wish I could do more of but oh its called college diva .So you all know what that means , money is tight I got to pay for tuition . Since I mention college its on proper for me to go into another thing I love is fashion. I love fashion its like art. But so much better because you live your life in it. Ha-ha that’s a little quote from Devil wears Prada lol. But I’m in school for fashion. I love it so much. I’m not 100% how I want to work in the industry but I know that’s where I have to be. I also love music! My ipod is the soundtrack to my life. I’m always listening to it in some way or another either through my laptop itunes or headphone when ever I’m on the go. I don’t know what I would do without it. Those of my main interest there are some others but I’m going to go into a little later.

There are a few things that any college diva or diva period can’t live without. I for sure need all these things I’m about to list. Without them I would be miserable. First thing I need is my cell phone. I love love love my cell phone. It’s always at my side no matter what expect when I shower that’s about it. I use it for everything. Its keeps my calendar which is filled with parties, work days, friend’s birthdays or anything else I need to remember. But most of all it is how I keep in contact with all the beautiful l people in my life. I also couldn’t live without shopping, clothes, makeup basically anything girlie. I just need all the glitz and glam in my life. I need it to be who I am. Without that I would be a plain Jane boring kind of girl. Plain is the last thing I would ever want to be. I don’t know what would do if couldn’t hit up the mall. Or simply get all dressed up just because I want to walk down town. I would just die lol just playing.

So this next thing I couldn’t live without needs its own paragraph lol it’s that major. Of course it I couldn’t live without friend and family. I cherish them all so much. I have an amazing family, two wonderful best friends, a totally hot heartthrob and tons of awesome friends. Without them my life would be total and complete bored. I wouldn’t even have a reason to have a blog. So for the family, I love my mom and dad they are so funny and crazy at time. Of course we bump heads at times but they always have my back no matter what and look out for ma best interest always. They have giving me the amazing life I have now and i’m so grateful that. I guess you could say they turned me into the diva I am today ha-ha. They did always call me their princess. Erin, Erin, Erin that’s my little sister or should I say mini me lol. Omg I love her to death. We are always always having so much fun together no matter what. It can be from singing in the house, chilling on the beach, taking picture, shopping, talking shit anything we make it a laugh. She is so crazy but in the best sense of the word. Of course I can’t mention Erin without mentioning her entourage. Lol I love all of them too. When you put Erin and her crew together it = noise, laughs, fun & drama. I count them all as my annoying little sisters.

Now I’m about to tell you about the coolest two people I know aka my best friends Krissy and Shawn. So Krissy well it’s usually said Krissy and Eboni, which ones which ha-ha. Are names are always mentioned together. We are like a packaged deal. We have so many inside jokes; we are most of the time completely in sync. So you might here come out of one of ours mouths at any random time “well me and Krissy think. Or I was talking to Krissy and we agreed. Vice versa” Ha-ha that’s just how we roll. Omg I love her so much. We know each other so well. We love most of the same things I think Krissy is just a less drama filled me. But I give her enough drama so her life won’t ever be boring. But we have both grown some much together and went through so much shit. I don’t know what I would have done without her through the past years. We def will be bestie for life. Now that brings us to Shawn Omg where do I start he is such a character. He keeps me laughing so much. I knew forever I swear since I was in 1st grade but unfortunately we were bestie since then but it totally feels like it. We have cried, laughed, and talked shit, plotted on people together and so much more. Omg if I ever have a crazy idea I can def tell Shawn and he will be all for it ha-ha. I just love hanging out with him. We have so much fun no matter if it was cutting school, walking practice, dancing, drinking or just watching one of our favorite shows on TV. Every moment I spend with him is never ever boring. I can always count on him to veto an ugly outfit or makeup choice. He always makes sure I’m looking good lol and I def do the same for him. He is my Miss J Jr. I swear without Krissy and Shawn I would be so lame and just have nothing to ever do.

I mentioned my best friends but I can’t count all the other amazing friends I have .So my first set of friends is my girls aka my Sassy and Sweet Barbies. That’s my cliché, my bitches, my girls. I love them all. We always have so much fun. I can always run to them with my drama and gossip. What is a girl to do without her girlfriends? I love my Barbies. They are all so fly, classy and sweet. They def bring much excitement in my life especially anyia and nakeisha. I love them the most sssshhh don’t tell anyone though. I can always stay up on the phone with those girls and whine, complain wateva I want to do. I always got my new friends I made at college VSU. Its crazy I love being with a huge cliché of girls it’s so fun. I would always have fun wit the bad girl’s club ha-ha going to the club, sista project or just chilling on the yard. I def got to give a shout out the jhessica. We were always together last year. She is so crazy, dramatic and not to mention mean. But college second semester would probably been pretty lame without her. I also love my gay boyfriend at college Brian lol. Me and him would always go on are late night walks. He is moving schools next year but i’m so going to miss he lovely voice singing to me and not to mention his sexy walk. I just would suck having to share with the other boys but wateva he was ma boo lol. I can’t forget my crazy roomie Kendra. Omg she had me cracking up off the walls all the time every nigh. Even though she had her mood swings when she wakes up grumpy I still adored her ha-ha. I couldn’t have asked for a better roommate.




So I introduced myself basically and all the important people I’ll most def be talking in the blog. So let’s the funs begin and I hope everyone has fun reading my blog. I’m going to live you with something remember about me. I’m young and free and I’m going to enjoy my life. Who are you only god can judge me?