A letter to my future husband

Dear Future Husband ,

I don't know who you are yet but I don't think it is ever to early to start loving you. I always sit and wonder what you're doing and what you are  like .I want to know what we have in common and how we are different . I think about when will I finally meet you and how we will fall in love . I can help but also think about how it will be so different than any other guy I have dated before you and how special it will be . I cant wait to have that special love with you. I know this may sound a little crazy since I'm only 21 but sometimes I don't want just another date. I don't want to just give pieces of my heart away to any guy. I want to honor you my future husband by being a one-man woman. If you  my future husband , wherever you may be, could watch what I watch, know what I'm doing with other guys, and know my thoughts, I would want you to know that I am honoring and waiting for you. I would hate to know that you might be giving you body to another woman right now and lusting after other women. If I want you to wait for me then I will wait for you (even if you're not). I know  that you are an amazing man on the inside & out . Although being physically attractive is very important, your inside is what matters the most to me. I also know that you are going to  love God and he is the true one to bringing us together. Also know you are going to be strong in spirit . We are gonna go through hard and good  times,  support and be there , as well as ask for  help from each other . I wont be a  woman that is too independent and can "do it on her own" doesn't need a man. I feel like I'm going to need or be complete with you.   I cant wait until the day I finally meet you. Even thought I won't know that moment you are my future . I'm not expecting love at first sight. I'm excited what our future may hold and what our kids look like and where we will leave just all those happy things . I love you already . I just have this letter to you until we meet

So excited

So things are getting so much better . If is going real good I must say. Lately I have been loving makeup I just about $120 on it but i think its so worth it . i cant wait to go out and look super pretty. I learned how to do this the called highlighting . Its a real simple technique but it looks so pretty but also so calm. Now that I know how to do it ,  I see  it everywhere on celebs and now i know how to do it . I got alot of makeup from mac & nyx . I don't know if i like nyx yet because I just ordered it but i love mac. I also am getting this amazing phone case as a gift from cupid i cant wait to post pics of it . i am so hype for my makeup and phone aaahh.& that is great because i don't remember the last time I was excited . It sounds crazy but it feels great to really be excited and gitty about something i haven't felt it in so long  I missed it .