old poems I wrote on the old blog

DEDICATED TO THIS "GUY" I USE TO KNOW

MY LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT YOU IN IT.

I FEEL LIKE A NEW BORN TAKING HER FIRST BREATHE.

HAVING YOU IN IT ONLY CONSUMED ME.

I WAS DROWNING IN YOU.

TRYING TO REACH FOR THE SURFACE.

FIGHTING THROUGH THE ROUGH TIDES THAT KEPT ME IN DEEPER.

REACHING FOR THE LIGHT ABOVE THAT SEEMED SO FAR

.REACHING FOR MY MIRACLE.

WANTING TO CATCH THAT GRASP OF AIR AND FEEL FREE.

TO MY SURPRISE I DID!

NO WATER TO BLUR MY VISION.

NO TIDES TO HOLD ME DOWN.

I CAN BREATHE.

I CAN FINALLY LIVE.

I REACHED A STATE OF PEACE AND TRANQUILTY
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REINCARNATION OCCURED IN MY SOUL

.I AM WOMAN.

I FELL OUT OF LOVE WITH YOU BECAUSE I FELL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH MYSELF.

AND IT IS THE MOST UNDESCRIBABLE FEELING

 

 

 

 

DIARY

SITTIN HERE IN MY ROOM REMINISIN ABOUT THE PAST

..LOOKIN AT A DIARY FULL OF MEMORIES.

THINGS I USE TO WRITE ..LIL THINGS I KEPT THAT U AINT KNO ABOUT

.ITS SO FUNNY HOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED.

READING ALL THE THOUGHTS I USE TO HAVE ON PIECES OF PAPER.

FUNNY HOW I DISCOVER THAT I DONT FEEL THE SAME ANYMORE.

I DONT FEEL THOSE SAME EMOTIONS ANYMORE.

IT HURTS B/C I REMEBER LOVING TO FEEL THOSE EMOTIONS.

ALL THOSE FEELINGS YOU GAVE ME.

THEY SAY YOU SHOULD NEVA LOOK BACK BUT SOMETIMES THE PRESENT HURTS TO MUCH.

YOU LOOK BACK SOMETIMES B/C MAYBE THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST HAPPIEST TIMES IN YOUR LIFE.

SOMETIMES YOU JUST WANT TO TURN BACK TIME AND JUST LIVE IN THOSE MOMENTS FOREVER.

THOSE PRECIOUS MOMENTS THAT DISAPPEAR SO QUICKLY.

I GUESS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

I NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS TO GROW.

AS MUCH AS I DONT FEEL THOSE EMOTIONS ANYMORE

THE FURTHER APART WE GROW

.YOU ALWAYS MEANT SOMETHING TO ME AND ALWAYS WILL.

YOU MIGHT NOT THINK I CARE.
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BUT THIS DIARY PROVES OTHAWISE.

ITS A LIL REFLECTION OF EVERYTHING I EVA FELT FOR YOU....